Don't Want You (For My Man)
by Christy T French
I've come here to talk to you
I used to long for you to touch me,
I don't mean to hurt your feelings,
No, I haven't found someone else,
Maybe we've been together too long,
Don't misunderstand when I tell you I still love you,
I love you like a brother,
I only wish the best for you,
Maybe if I were older,
So let's end this while we can,
A woman who has fallen out of love with her lover and is trying to explain why she no longer wants an intimate relationship with him.
This poem has been selected to be published in "Letters from the Soul," (The International Library of Poetry, 2002), a poetry anthology.
It has also been certified as a semifinalist in the International Open Poetry Contest by the Selection Committee for The International Library of Poetry.
Thursday, October 04, 2001
About something I don't understand.
I don't mean to hurt you,
But I don't want you for my man.
Now I can't stand it when you do.
What happened to us
To make me fall out of love with you?
But I can't fake it anymore.
It's hard for me to lie to myself,
And you need to know the score.
Sometimes I wish I had.
Maybe it'd be easier to leave you,
And not feel so damn bad.
Maybe we've never really grown.
But all I know for sure
Is I'm ready to move on.
'Cause I don't want to start anew.
But even though I love you,
I don't want to be with you.
Not like a lover.
I know you don't want to hear this,
But we can't take this any further.
I know you feel that for me, too.
That's why I came here to talk
That's why I'm saying these things to you.
Maybe if I were different,
I could accept the love I feel for you,
And not want one so intimate.
Let's end it on good terms.
I hope we can be friends,
But if you can't, I'll understand.
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